Placed

I think one of the major problems I've stuggled with is my inablity to find a group of people whom i am naturally comfortable with. If I am with a group of peple, it usually feels like I'm trying to keep up or I'm strugleing to stay as some part of the conversation. but Yesterday at Spencer's party, I just fit in. I don't know, I just had no problems with anybody. I chatted and joked and laughed and had fun like it was the easiest thing to do in the world. So I thought to myself: Maybe it isn't only me that's the problem. Maybe I've just honestly been stuck with people of another personality. I've pretty much accpeted that there's just a type of attitude that I just don't have chemistry with. But, their are other people that I can actually relate to and stuff. Okay... getting bored typing. Mom's in the hospital, her heart's been acting up.... I guess I'm just a little nervous. Well, gnight.